Thursday, January 28, 2010
I got dressed tonight in my favorite red and black slut outfit...I know that Mistress Nikki expects me to be on the edge and ready for her dominance. She has not had much time with me lately...and I can tell from our correspondance that she is ready to drive me to intense heights of desire and submission. She has given me many signals that she is ready to exact her revenge...and take control tonight. I don't know all that is swimming in her head, but I can tell she is setting me up for an intense situation. I am trying my BEST to stay sub to her tonight to prove to her that I miss her much.....
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
My Hotel Scene
I decided to get to the hotel with my gear and put myself in a tough predicament...kinda like me being my own Mistress. I have traveled to a sex shop after getting all dolled up..and passed the -test in front of many passer-bys. I will post a pic of me at the sex shop that the lady running the place took of me. My male clothes are in my car...and i plan to get completely tied up so as to feel the fear of being stuck and discovered. If I do it right, with drinking added, I will find myself stuck with going home dressed and exposed in broad daylight...we will see.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
I am stuck in the hotel
I am now stuck in my fetish gear and have been tied up for a while. I do not have access to my safe combination...and have it all locked on me right now. I am feeling really vulnerable and want to get through this...Love, anna
I am in it now...
I am now in my hotel...my male clothes are locked away...I have the locks to all the stuff that woudl get me out of my fetish gear locked in a safe...and I don't know the combination...I feel so helpless...and I usually keep a way out, but this time I do not have one and have submerged into full control of Mistress Nikki...Love, anna
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Start of a Dare for me
I accepted the task to be dared by Mistress Nikki before going through an intense hotel session. As a result, I am totally frustrated with stroking for one hour, wearing pantyhose each and everyday (a tease for me), and going to the mall to buy her a bra and panty set with garter belt. I told her via IM that I would not show her until our hotel session...that is what happens with the tasks are not outlined FULLY before assignment begins!
I will be packing for the hotel session and will be put through a pretty grueling test. I have set it up myself, so I know I will not be able to get out of it. I am sure she will find ways to make sure I go through with it all. I know with the frustration I am feeling, I will probably be fairly submissive...We will see.
I will be packing for the hotel session and will be put through a pretty grueling test. I have set it up myself, so I know I will not be able to get out of it. I am sure she will find ways to make sure I go through with it all. I know with the frustration I am feeling, I will probably be fairly submissive...We will see.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
A Dare for Those That Want a Challenge
This dare is for cross dressers or subs with intense need to be teased, denied, and required to follow tasks. Having a partner is preferred, but not mandatory. If you accept the dare, I would like a response telling me if you have a partner, what your blog address is (for all to see), and your likelihood to finish the scene. I would like to follow 10 sissies in this dare…if you dare.
Dice 1 – Priming the Pump
Roll two dice and set-up your torture situation. “Get dressed” means lingerie of choosing, pantyhose, high heels, makeup and wig (optional). You cannot progress without obtaining items. If a partner or a cam (or both) are not available, add +1 to die roll to get your scene (example, roll a 3 but have no partner, initiate 4).
2. Get dressed and stroke for 1 hour to a favorite porn. No cumming. Edge as much as you like.
3. Same as Die Roll 2 but on cam with a partner that will monitor you.
4. Get dressed, tie ankles together, tie balls with thin string and stroke with edging for 1 hour. No cumming.
5. Same as Die Roll 4 but on cam with a partner that will monitor you.
6. Get dressed, insert butt plug, use vibrator on shaft with stroking/edging for 1 hour. No cumming.
7. Same as Die Roll 6 but on cam with a partner that will monitor you.
8. Get dressed, put 3 ice cubes in ass, tie balls, stroke and edge for 5 min and wait 10; repeat 4 times. No cumming.
9. Same as Die Roll 8 but on cam with a partner that will monitor you.
10. Get dressed, tie balls, tie ankles, tie together (tension on balls), stroke and edge for 10 min and wait 5 minutes; repeat 4 times. No cumming.
11. Same as Die Roll 10 but on cam with a partner that will monitor you.
12. Re-roll and double time period for scenario.
After priming the pump, you are required to remain chaste until the dare permits your orgasm. If you have a chastity device, you must wear it 24/7 through the dare, verifiable with partner on webcam. You must also set-up a blog to report updates daily on your torment, situations that arise, feelings during the dare, and any other items of interest. If a partner is playing, they must see your updates daily or you are required to start from the beginning, without an orgasm beforehand. If playing with partner, an audio recording must be submitted by you confessing that you will follow the dare. The recording can be used to send to a significant other if partner obtains email address during this scene.
Dice 2 – Day 1 Activities
1. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes.
2. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes and insert butt plug before bedtime.
3. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes and tie pink ribbon around balls, post pic to blog, wear all day.
4. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes and use vibrator on balls one hour before bedtime.
5. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes, stroke and edge for one hour before bedtime, monitored by partner if possible. No cumming.
6. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes, stroke and edge for one hour before bedtime with a butt plug inserted, monitored if possible. No cumming.
Dice 3 – Day 2 Activities
For each scene, you must wear pantyhose all day under clothes. After your purchase, you must post a picture of the item to your blog.
1. Go to mall and buy matching bra and panty set.
2. Go to mall and buy two pairs of nylons in a department store.
3. Go to mall and buy make-up set in a department store.
4. Go to mall and buy pair of high heels.
5. Go to mall and buy pair of high heels and nylons.
6. Go to mall and buy bra and panty set and a new perfume.
Dice 4 – Day 3 Teasing
You will not be allowed to orgasm during this scene. During the time period, “5 min on” means stroke at a pace that makes you edge and “X min off” means do not touch yourself but watch favorite porn. You must wear the articles you bought the previous day during the stroking session. You must wear pantyhose all day long under your clothes. Monitoring by a partner is preferred.
1. Stroke and edge, 5 minutes on/5 minutes off for one hour.
2. Stroke and edge, 5 minutes on/5 minutes off with butt plug inserted, for one hour.
3. Stroke and edge with balls tied tightly, 5 min on/10 min off for one hour.
4. Stroke and edge with balls tied tightly and butt plug inserted, 5 min on/10 min off, for one hour.
5. Stroke and edge with nipple clamps, balls tied for one hour. The clamps are on for the 5 minute stroking and off for 5 minute rest.
6. Re-roll and do the scene for today and the next two days, delaying the Day 4 activities.
Dice 5 – Day 4 Activities
This activity forces you into some type of bondage and forced to deal with your frustration. Use an alarm so that you know when the hour is up. You must wear your pantyhose all day today. You must be dressed in favorite items and items purchased previously before the start of the activity.
1. Tape a vibrator to your chastity device or shaft, blindfold yourself, sit for 1 hour with hands tied (or cuffed) behind back.
2. Tape a vibrator to your chastity device or directly to your shaft, blindfold yourself, insert butt plug, sit for 1 hour with hands tied (or cuffed) behind back.
3. Lay on bed doggy style, insert vibrator and tape so it cannot be removed, tie hands together in front, and wait for 1 hour, blindfolded.
4. Lay on back, insert vibrator and tape so it cannot be removed, tie hands together over head, and wait for 1 hour, blindfolded.
5. Tie balls tightly to a stationary object, forcing you to stand in high heels for duration of activity, blindfolded for 1 hour.
6. Re-roll and perform the activity this day and the next, delaying the Day 5 activity.
Dice 6 – Day 5 Teasing
In this session, you must paint your toe nails a favorite color, wait for it to dry, put your pantyhose on, tie up your balls and roll the die. You will remain with your toe nails painted until you are allowed to cum. No orgasm allowed for this round.
1. You will stroke for 10 times X minutes, edge for X times.
2. You will pump your butt plug for 5 times X after stroking for 10 times X minutes.
3. You will insert your butt plug and stroke for 10 times X minutes in a place you could get discovered.
4. You will stroke for 5 times X minutes, edge every 10 minutes (not at all if less than 10 min).
5. You will insert butt plug, sit and bounce on it, watching porn, and stroke 5 times X minutes.
6. You will not be able to be teased tonight. Write a lengthy blog entry crying how frustrated you are.
Dice 7 – Conclusion or Prolonged Situation
2. You may bring yourself to orgasm several times, the way you like it after stroking for 1 hour.
3. You must wear your butt plug all day and at the end of the night may orgasm after stroking for 1 hour.
4. You must vibrate your shaft for one hour while stroking every 5 minute interval and may orgasm at the end of one hour.
5. You must re-enter the dare at Day 1. No orgasm for you sissy.
6. You must re-enter the dare at Day 2. No orgasm for you sissy.
7. You must re-enter the dare at Day 3. No orgasm for you sissy.
8. You must re-enter the dare at Day 4. No orgasm for you sissy.
9. You must re-enter the dare at Day 5. No orgasm for you sissy.
10. You may orgasm after 1 hour of stroking and edging and then sleeping all night in your sissy clothes.
11. You must wait X days (X = die roll) without touching or teasing. You may orgasm any way you want after midnight of the X day.
12. You must start all over again with “Priming the Pump” exercise. Poor sissy.
Dice 1 – Priming the Pump
Roll two dice and set-up your torture situation. “Get dressed” means lingerie of choosing, pantyhose, high heels, makeup and wig (optional). You cannot progress without obtaining items. If a partner or a cam (or both) are not available, add +1 to die roll to get your scene (example, roll a 3 but have no partner, initiate 4).
2. Get dressed and stroke for 1 hour to a favorite porn. No cumming. Edge as much as you like.
3. Same as Die Roll 2 but on cam with a partner that will monitor you.
4. Get dressed, tie ankles together, tie balls with thin string and stroke with edging for 1 hour. No cumming.
5. Same as Die Roll 4 but on cam with a partner that will monitor you.
6. Get dressed, insert butt plug, use vibrator on shaft with stroking/edging for 1 hour. No cumming.
7. Same as Die Roll 6 but on cam with a partner that will monitor you.
8. Get dressed, put 3 ice cubes in ass, tie balls, stroke and edge for 5 min and wait 10; repeat 4 times. No cumming.
9. Same as Die Roll 8 but on cam with a partner that will monitor you.
10. Get dressed, tie balls, tie ankles, tie together (tension on balls), stroke and edge for 10 min and wait 5 minutes; repeat 4 times. No cumming.
11. Same as Die Roll 10 but on cam with a partner that will monitor you.
12. Re-roll and double time period for scenario.
After priming the pump, you are required to remain chaste until the dare permits your orgasm. If you have a chastity device, you must wear it 24/7 through the dare, verifiable with partner on webcam. You must also set-up a blog to report updates daily on your torment, situations that arise, feelings during the dare, and any other items of interest. If a partner is playing, they must see your updates daily or you are required to start from the beginning, without an orgasm beforehand. If playing with partner, an audio recording must be submitted by you confessing that you will follow the dare. The recording can be used to send to a significant other if partner obtains email address during this scene.
Dice 2 – Day 1 Activities
1. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes.
2. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes and insert butt plug before bedtime.
3. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes and tie pink ribbon around balls, post pic to blog, wear all day.
4. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes and use vibrator on balls one hour before bedtime.
5. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes, stroke and edge for one hour before bedtime, monitored by partner if possible. No cumming.
6. Wear pantyhose all day under clothes, stroke and edge for one hour before bedtime with a butt plug inserted, monitored if possible. No cumming.
Dice 3 – Day 2 Activities
For each scene, you must wear pantyhose all day under clothes. After your purchase, you must post a picture of the item to your blog.
1. Go to mall and buy matching bra and panty set.
2. Go to mall and buy two pairs of nylons in a department store.
3. Go to mall and buy make-up set in a department store.
4. Go to mall and buy pair of high heels.
5. Go to mall and buy pair of high heels and nylons.
6. Go to mall and buy bra and panty set and a new perfume.
Dice 4 – Day 3 Teasing
You will not be allowed to orgasm during this scene. During the time period, “5 min on” means stroke at a pace that makes you edge and “X min off” means do not touch yourself but watch favorite porn. You must wear the articles you bought the previous day during the stroking session. You must wear pantyhose all day long under your clothes. Monitoring by a partner is preferred.
1. Stroke and edge, 5 minutes on/5 minutes off for one hour.
2. Stroke and edge, 5 minutes on/5 minutes off with butt plug inserted, for one hour.
3. Stroke and edge with balls tied tightly, 5 min on/10 min off for one hour.
4. Stroke and edge with balls tied tightly and butt plug inserted, 5 min on/10 min off, for one hour.
5. Stroke and edge with nipple clamps, balls tied for one hour. The clamps are on for the 5 minute stroking and off for 5 minute rest.
6. Re-roll and do the scene for today and the next two days, delaying the Day 4 activities.
Dice 5 – Day 4 Activities
This activity forces you into some type of bondage and forced to deal with your frustration. Use an alarm so that you know when the hour is up. You must wear your pantyhose all day today. You must be dressed in favorite items and items purchased previously before the start of the activity.
1. Tape a vibrator to your chastity device or shaft, blindfold yourself, sit for 1 hour with hands tied (or cuffed) behind back.
2. Tape a vibrator to your chastity device or directly to your shaft, blindfold yourself, insert butt plug, sit for 1 hour with hands tied (or cuffed) behind back.
3. Lay on bed doggy style, insert vibrator and tape so it cannot be removed, tie hands together in front, and wait for 1 hour, blindfolded.
4. Lay on back, insert vibrator and tape so it cannot be removed, tie hands together over head, and wait for 1 hour, blindfolded.
5. Tie balls tightly to a stationary object, forcing you to stand in high heels for duration of activity, blindfolded for 1 hour.
6. Re-roll and perform the activity this day and the next, delaying the Day 5 activity.
Dice 6 – Day 5 Teasing
In this session, you must paint your toe nails a favorite color, wait for it to dry, put your pantyhose on, tie up your balls and roll the die. You will remain with your toe nails painted until you are allowed to cum. No orgasm allowed for this round.
1. You will stroke for 10 times X minutes, edge for X times.
2. You will pump your butt plug for 5 times X after stroking for 10 times X minutes.
3. You will insert your butt plug and stroke for 10 times X minutes in a place you could get discovered.
4. You will stroke for 5 times X minutes, edge every 10 minutes (not at all if less than 10 min).
5. You will insert butt plug, sit and bounce on it, watching porn, and stroke 5 times X minutes.
6. You will not be able to be teased tonight. Write a lengthy blog entry crying how frustrated you are.
Dice 7 – Conclusion or Prolonged Situation
2. You may bring yourself to orgasm several times, the way you like it after stroking for 1 hour.
3. You must wear your butt plug all day and at the end of the night may orgasm after stroking for 1 hour.
4. You must vibrate your shaft for one hour while stroking every 5 minute interval and may orgasm at the end of one hour.
5. You must re-enter the dare at Day 1. No orgasm for you sissy.
6. You must re-enter the dare at Day 2. No orgasm for you sissy.
7. You must re-enter the dare at Day 3. No orgasm for you sissy.
8. You must re-enter the dare at Day 4. No orgasm for you sissy.
9. You must re-enter the dare at Day 5. No orgasm for you sissy.
10. You may orgasm after 1 hour of stroking and edging and then sleeping all night in your sissy clothes.
11. You must wait X days (X = die roll) without touching or teasing. You may orgasm any way you want after midnight of the X day.
12. You must start all over again with “Priming the Pump” exercise. Poor sissy.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
I have been exposed..and have to find a way out.``
Mistress Nikki has read my blogs and forced me to fulfill some of the fantasies...i know that i have to fulfill any of her requests to get out if the calculated bondage scenes she has created. I am trapped in my hotel room ready for her scenes...and will submit to anything she requires to get out of my predicament...I hope that she make me get up early, dressed, amd get my keys to my chastity...
Love, anna
Love, anna
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